Journaling Triumph of Love

Profound Transformation My second child has been the instrument of a profound transformation of my heart.My first born’s might in love has been an alignment to the presence of that which has transformed my heart. Through this journaling, I wish to articulate these moments of transformation and share the voice of my heart so that you may recognize those moments in your own life. Capturing these transformational experiences of the heart is the solution to mankind’s eternal need to find immortality.The need to find immortality becomes obsolete when one recognizes that appreciation of these experiences of the heart are the summit of human existence.How best to arrive at the summit of existence? How best to bring awareness to our progeny the approach to climb up to the summit, moment to moment?A likable awakening triggered from the Unknown, birthing a light in me, never known!--Seemingly from a dimension I was meant to return.I made attempts to understand the trigger,and unlock this internal yearn.A journey begun;It would not adjourn.The inviting pull of this familiar Unknown,rested in a journaling of triumphs,I ought to discern.The premise of this journal is that because nothing compares with the drama of self transformation, knowledge of that must be the only real Truth; and awareness of this fact, the only true opportunity for existence.The universal direction towards purest reconciliation with a motion propelled into infinite transfiguration is conscious to a field of Awareness that is so magnificent, one directional, that no other word describes it better than the ideas behind the word Love.What is evident is that it is possible to be immersed within this field of Awareness. In fact, it is our inherent right to be in  and never apart from the force of Love, moment to moment.To arrange our composition to be connected to this experience, it is critical to bring our awareness to the fact that each moment can be micro-divided into seven stages:(1) Seeking, (2) the Omni-present Love, (3) Knowledge of Love, (4) Fulfillment, (5) Unity, (6) Wonder, and (7) Oblivion. Each time we connect to the pull of the moment, by being present to the struggling morality, as we integrate with the Now, we become witness to our own inspired self which knows right from wrong--where we are inspired to follow our enlightened conscience, where we can have a relationship with the Force. Acts that animate the force of Love in any given moment, bring about a kind of integration with the moment where the soul is satisfied by the harmony it enjoys with the only thing that is real in the given moment. Since the soul enjoys a natural gravitation to the light, Fulfillment leads to a Unity with what Is, where the submissive soul is lost in an intended Absolute Unity. Wonder and Oblivion are the natural stages that follow in the given moment of wholesomeness.Love triumphs.The Triumph is mapped out to the recognition that we are, in fact, the predominant creative force in our own lives. Connect to your ascending light by journaling about the triumph of Love.Converse in silence and witness Love's triumphs in your moments.Your soul thankful,Your mind content.Seeking is all you have undertaken!But the premise of this journal is that love never lies.No compromise-Implicit in each lie,is a heavy payment---the currency is Compromise.Love is thus burdened...Hey, you:Don’t mortgage love. Equity you have in the divine! Silently converse, you must converse, converse... The journey is long. 

1. Seeking If the elements of the truth seeker did not already exist within you, there would be no path; no discovery; no awakening of wisdom; no awakening of compassion.                                                                                      But because the element of truth seeker is within you, there is a part of you that already knows who you are, and wants to awaken to this mystery. Because it is a part of you, it takes you on this journey of discovery. Jack Kornfield 

-----------------------------------May your foundation of trust in Love grow as profoundly as you have the power to imagine.----------------------------------- Searching I fell into a rainbow the colors were so bright I was lost in all the magic and was blinded by the Light----------------------------------- Seeking All beings have an innate yearning to love. An innate yearning to act out love. Love is the quest of every soul. All beings, in one form or another, gravitate to Love.Yet, how does one find this authentic feeling of love?You must first seek within and notice the gravitation of the heart in the confronting moments.Simply glimpsing it — the slightest interaction in the form of thoughts is not even necessary as, in any event, one becomes a witness to Love’s pull.The chances of love coming into your life are much greater when you are in a state of Now, present and undivided in the solitude of the Now. -----------------------------------The quest for love is a lifelong search... search for a life that can be lived fully and in unison with the divine in every moment of its existence.Begin your quest.When will you bring life to the yearning of unity hidden within you?----------------------------------- When You First Open Your Eyes let it be a day that becomes the awakening of illumination of lucid possibilities;without transgression;without the spoiling of infectious thoughts;when you first open your eyes-----------------------------------Do not forget your mind but also allow your heart to fulfill its function of finding the comfort in each moment; leading to peace, sweetness, happiness, fulfillment, heaven, wisdom, and tenderness. These moments are the only things that link us as humans.-----------------------------------To open your eyes to Love,First try closing them.... 

2. Love How tame and loving your memory rises in my breast,where secretly only you live,and in your fragrant breathing, full of goodness and grace,how delicately in love you make me feel! Love’s Living Flame St. John of the Cross----------------------------------- May you be disciplined in your pursuits of spiritual aspiration, the kind that brings love’s limitless energy within the grasp.-----------------------------Love is a passage of emotion slipped into an overwhelming blend of peace and energy--the kind that penetrates the innermost membranes of the being. And in so doing, it purifies the being as a prelude to its ultimate submission to be consumed.-----------------------------------In the dimension where division is the norm, defining Love is impossible.In this dimension, to define love is to remain attached to notions.F o r g e t the defining path as it is astray.E n t e r the plain of the Knowing that love is unknowable; never attainable; always insensible; totally immersible; vastly immeasurable.Love simply Is.-----------------------------------The Omnipresent Essence In the realms of stages of the path, Love is an essence which strengthens ceaselessly, outside of the limitations of time and space.The d e g r e e of effortless non-resistance to the omni-present essence of love determines the degree of one’s fulfillment in life as one increasingly becomes free in the birthing of acts of love.This Law appears to have dominion over all beings;-ALL subject to it, without exception.-----------------------------------If the force of love in the universe is in everything and if all being take form on the basis of opposites reconciling then couldn’t one, in each moment, find an opportunity to strengthen one’s wholesomeness by consciously breaking-down each moment into its opposites and meet Love by choosing the conscionable form?----------------------------------- The Spark in your eyes illuminated my heart Illumination of the same kind, I suspect, must have sparked the beginning of time.----------------------------------- Love’s pull pulls you forward in a sacred journey of self-realization. Each step on this path gravitates you towards the Divine within you which in turn empowers you to move forward on your                                                                                  journaling of Love. In journaling Love’s greatest moments, what we dare to write is something we recognize we have become. ----------------------------------- Majesty of My Heart How can the same set of eyes and mind that once witnessed the sinful disguise,the one that on the top of it all,took me to the sky, once in a while all the while in my office,behind that desk,over by the wall,sitting at that chair,holding a pen, drawing destiny.Before the time of awakening, when the colors were only a few. Later, those same set of eyes and mind witness the sinful disguise,                                                                         not as sinful but as wise, the kind that never dies? Is this a trick of the mind? Or am I completely blind? Por que, I am not blind nor have I lost my mind! Shhhhhh, be quite…..I just heard a voice!…is that you Majesty? Majesty of my heart? I must tell you, I remember you throughout the day…..Everyday...Everyday...Everyday…----------------------------------- Blessed Recognition How blessed are we to look upon the face of love itself with full recognition! Love itself sends us gifts to remind us of divinity. These encounters shake us to our core and lead us back to the awakening and the awareness of what is beyond the world of form. We can never again think of ourselves as mere earth dwellers. We are now touched by the divine hand, and must know everything about what we have felt. We will now reach toward the unbelievable the incredible, the barely imaginable and the miraculous! The journey has begun ….----------------------------------- The most sacred space on Earth is the meeting place where divine union takes place. Whether it be the meeting of light with light, thought with thought, or spirit with spirit. In this space, a miracle occurs. Two things merge, becoming one and what seemed to be of earth now radiates with Grace’s glow.-----------------------------------Love is the basis for all of life. Investigate the anatomy of love, if you must! It reveals to you that love is the path and basis for all of life. Even the existence of notions — of any kind, are instrumentalities of love. It reveals to you that there exists a form of Love in a human’s heart, so connected to his nature that it deserves being sought. A Child Within You Wailed the simple being: “Hey, Naked open spirit of higher Awareness where is my blanket of safety?” “It  lies  in the strength of the woven Vulnerability!” -Echoed the Divinity from within.-----------------------------------Magical Finite is this sight. Infinite this light, shining through the dark part of sight. Heart must be at play somewhere inside! This is no ordinary sight: A finite sight as instrument of infinite light! Magical, Left and Right-----------------------------------Value darkness and fear it not. The light illuminates the darkness only to the extent that darkness is realized. The communion with darkness brings a revelation and within it, lies an opportunity to experience transforming change-Change that bring about equity in the Divine-- wholesomeness of the rarest kind.----------------------------------- No Escape From Love A habit to denigrate the self and recreate the self denigrate... recreate.... denigrate... recreate.... Never ending and each time with one’s own illusions. Breathless, always restless. Break the habit; Rid the illusions; Fill the void with Awareness. You’ll become Love No escape from Love-----------------------------------May your inner integrity manifest. Such that it recreates your perception for the sake of love. 

3. Knowledge The mind is a doorway through which you walk to live within your world. It has the capacity to make sense out of illusion.It is the tool you have chosen to keep you effectively and effective in your world.It walks you to its expected limit; then you must leap beyond.Emmanuel’s Book II: The Choice for Love Pat Rodegast and Judith Stanton-----------------------------------May the seed of true Knowledge in the fertile garden of your heart come to fruition in the instance of your yielding to gratitude and compassion.----------------------------------- Knowledge To know Love, is be in union with Grace; Immersed in its power and gratitude. Allowing a wholistic integration of the Knowledge of love, brings peace and a qualified experience of life, moment to moment.To acquiesce to the power of grace, will be a lifelong quest with frequent peaks and valleys, riddled with heartbreaks and calamities. Knowing means to live in the Present, where grace and its corresponding blessings take form in infinite possibilities and divisions. Knowing is living now, as divine as the now Is. Knowing is a comfort that leads to true fulfillment of the being.-----------------------------------“Knowledge of the existence of a Grand force”--Love, and “loving what has come to Be” pursue a journey of ever-intensifying comprehension, piercing all human senses. The intensity, however subtle, beckons to an aesthetic understanding of Love, one that blossoms into a comprehensive recognition of the Now. The rest fade into the background of human essence.-----------------------------------Tributary Streams run away from their source with cool currents splashing to replenish life, along their travels. Branching off in many directions-to experience Love in a form called life. As people, we are the tributaries of the main source.We are searching for meaning.We are constantly moving with the strong current and it pulls us to an answer in the direction we were meant to go. But the present moment is impervious. We cannot stop as the current moves all with much power with much purpose.It is by design. We are the stream.The stream is us, me and you. You and I no longer two. Always one.-----------------------------------May the light of your heart be present in your perception of the creations you encounter. 

4. Fulfillment When the mind is joined to the heart, the quality of presence arises. Being aware of the passage of breath down into the chest helps you become present. You remember that it is not you who breathes;it is the breath that breathes you. And you feel gratitude for that breathing presence. Chasing Rumiby Roger Housden-----------------------------------May you reach the non-resistant state of being--This state of being is deeply embedded in you, in such a way  where magnificent levitation to higher kingdoms is a natural byproduct of that state.-----------------------------Fulfillment Aged contentment. Inner joy. Knowing, accepting and gratitude. Fulfillment is feeling the fullness of Love’s energy, with the wisdom of sincerity about the authenticity of Love’s abundance. After the profound spark of love ignites the soul, a feeling of contentment, warmth and enlightenment envelopes the soul. The path to fulfillment is the same journey as the path to spiritual well-being. Divine nature meant for all of us to experience Love’s abundance, in spite of our humanness. Fulfillment is the experience of our yearning for belonging, acceptance and harmony. It is a feeling of contentment, peace and joy in every vein. True vulnerability surfaces in the path as the understanding of Love’s power, fills the void of our longing for its True fulfillment. The energy that generates the experience of Fulfillment is driven by a momentary emptiness from thoughts and a unique and qualified relationship to the present moment. Tap into it. The inability to register the sensation as “vulnerability” leads to an eventual understanding of Love’s ever-expansive power.----------------------------------- Levitation The look that emptied me so that I could levitate–an effortless invitation to a sublime submission of spirit where one can dwell and taste the beauty of life for an instance or for eternity.-------------------------- An Eternal Instant We feel in a single holistic moment the irresistible call join-with something beyond the self that we thought we were.In this eternal instant, we are aware that we are a beautiful idea beyond physical limitation, time and space, beyond mass and resistance. It is in these moments that we see we can fly and recognize a part of us that Is and never not. Every Now, contains this recognition of eternity. Step forth. Take the hand Love presents and watch all limitations disappear! Journey into the Triumph.-----------------------------------May you be blessed with the will to visit each moment as a fertile soil and every encounter as a seed — the seed that grows with the radiating silence of Love. 

5. Unity In your light, I learn how to love in your beauty, how to make poems. You dance inside my chest, where no one sees you, but sometimes I do, and that sight becomes this art.- Rumi-----------------------------------May your soul be ever-ready to receive the harmony in the union of creation where what IS responds to its own existence.-----------------------------------Unity The force behind creation pulls all units of consciousness to a Unified Field of consciousness,--which in-turn seem to power the very force of absolute Awareness---where Awareness mints and forges infinite forms, instruments, and possibilities, as units of consciousness. Like a ray of light, Love enters the reflection so small, barely a sparkle in the pupil of an eye. It is that sparkle that allows the entry to a new dimension or perhaps a celestial sensation. Why should there be a surprise if you know that the source is Creation—a thing with no definition but rendered in words as collision—the kind in which momentum erupts from the demolition of time and resolved purpose. Oh, inner twilight; how you beam your love so profoundly!-----------------------------------You Knew A notable collision, followed by a revelation that nothing is ever just One. Undoubtedly you knew — even in a divided you, there is a One surrounded by you Colliding in you all that is blinded by you all that is eclipsed by you, You knew. -----------------------------------The more divided one becomes, the less pure one is. The more you are divided at any given moment, the less you are present in that moment, the less pure you have allowed your moment to be. Wholesomeness is undivided and therefore pure. One’s purpose in the world is not to maximize divisions, rather to move toward purity, a move to the Now and inner integrity. ----------------------------------- Life is a journey, not predestined and yet we all have a destiny. The pattern of paradigm moments that we bring to life during the journey creates our destiny. To find your destiny, you must first be free at heart. To be free at heart, you must first learn to realize the paradigms you encounter on the journey of life.When you are ready to capture your paradigm moments to the grand and intended realization of them, miraculous conception becomes the very flame that brings heat of life to your being. ----------------------------------- Flammable Passion My passion is flammable my flame is passionate the dance is eternal eternity is Divine divinity is limitless, infinitely senseless selfless----------------------------------- My Color with its Might If yellow is beautiful If yellow is the source If yellow smiles with no remorse If yellow illuminates and doesn’t pale,If yellow grows a seed and never fails, let my color with its might, absorb into yellow and nothing more.If the essence of all purity is yellow If all the ashes of the hearts were once yellow, If the color of true love is all yellow, If all the birds sing to Yellow, If the color of eternity is always yellow, let my color with its might, absorb into yellow and nothing more. ----------------------------------- Omniscient Reincarnation Stimuli + (the Momentum of Previous Existence) What we refer to as reality, is in fact a perpetual non-existing-disparity. The measure of any resultant form of energy is the measure and degree in which the polarities of its previous state had reached a reconciled form-----the more pure and transcendent the reconciliation, the more liberated the resultant form. Liberation from the self, therefore, has a corresponding effect to the ability to reconcile with the self in a transcending fashion for the ultimate discovery of the True Self. Reconcile with your moments purely as you journalize your life and illuminate selflessly, endlessly.-----------------------------------May you discover within you                                                                                  the Desire that desires you. May you capture and cherish the triumphs of your discoveries. 

6. Wonder & Awe The wind speaks not more sweetly to the giant oaks than to the least of all the blades of grass; and he alone is great who turns the voice of the wind into a song made sweeter by his loving Khalil Gibran-----------------------------------Wonder and Awe The Now is the result of a constant dance between certain opposites in alignment to a qualified neutrality. Ultimately, their unity births a state of wonder and awe. Oh, the privilege to be a human and experience Oneness. Individuality is, then, the outcome of our being — a living life, with the given purpose to birth each successive moment. Moment to moment. The Void of the world is wonder and awe. However, our awareness about them remain dormant; and corresponding to our consciousness’ ascent to its fitting complexification.-- The closer consciousness is to a mode of contraction, the further away it stands from being in the Void’s path. -- The closer consciousness is to a mode of expansion, the closer it stands in being in the Void’s path. Humanity has the potential to escalates the contraction to a higher speed and resolution than other beings. Thus, preventing the mind from attaining reconciled liberation—---freedom from known sensations and a resolve to gravitate to the Void. The Known can only animate in the presence of the unknown. That is how the Knowing reveals itself. Love is Awesome!----------------------------------- Cloud of Comfort Why do you suppose volcanoes erupt hot lava in a hasty blast to the surface of earth’s crust? With the magnanimous force of nature the volcano spills its hot venom as if punishing anything that dares defy its power.It crumbles all resistance to mere dust in a cloud of comfort spreading far away, to regenerate.Will its spirit blow North or South, East or West? insert--

7. Oblivion What delights us in visible beauty is the invisible. Marie von Ebner-Eschenbach---------------------------- May you have the strength to walk the field and be Consumed. May you have the strength to vest in dying into Oblivion, and be reborn Beyond. -----------------------------------Oblivion Malign majesty extends Itself in a ferment of astonishment Like eyes wide open to the impact of seeing one moment in Oblivion captivates all that exists, without exception. It is in that moment of oblivious awareness that we are stupefied.  ----------------------------------- Cherished Lovers They sat all night together in a tight embrace The moon reflected its soft lamp upon her face So full was its gaze upon the earth Drawing power from the light of sun since birth Softly melting away time and space Leading them gently to another place -----------------------------------Unsurpassed sweetness adores the one who favors the favors of Love’s majesty. In the vastness of the kingdom of the heart, with each beat, a chime is calling to union, even before the beating of the heart. ----------------------------------- Surrender to the light of experience. Discipline in the path of seeking the light in each experience, brings insight into exalted states of Awareness where the gates to the kingdom dissolve and suddenly you have become the king and the kingdom. Oblivion — to the image of God ------------------------------------ May you be blessed with the privilege of performing the outward acts of love, so you can be awakened to the Truth of love. May your gifts to the eternal bring you the laughter of freedom.------------ 

Exegi monumentum aere perennius regalique situ pyramidum altius, [...] Non omnis moriar [...] Horacio, Roman Poet, 23 a.C.